Always in a Hurry
As of late I have been observing my tendency to always be in a hurry. The hurry to see how something will turn out, in a hurry to know the answer, in a hurry to have a sense of completion, in a hurry to be sure. My conscious mind wants to be in control and know everything for sure. Human Design is helping me to slow down and teach my mind to just be an observer. I am learning to not have an attachment to one particular outcome or another, and to just be curious to see how it all turns out - in the natural timing of things and not in the forced timing my conscious mind tries to create, just so it can be sure about something.
Things have turned out “okay” by using my conscious mind to control the outcome. But only when I let go of the outcome and timing have things turned out truly “great.” It’s a matter of training my mind - do you want to have an “okay” outcome that you know for sure…right this second? Or would you rather have a great outcome that surprises you and over which you have absolutely no control? I’m slowly learning that the latter is the choice I want to make - it’s the choice that’s right for me. It’s the choice that leverages the energy of the universe to do the work instead of my own limited energy. When I slow down and enjoy the “movie,” I seem to experience more peace and happiness.
It’s so easy to get caught up in the hurry, hurry, hurry of our culture. I write this note to myself as a reminder of the payoff in slowing down and trusting in the wisdom and timing of my own subtle energy.
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